Green Eyes

i see them everywhere
watching, laughing, dancing;
they follow me
in dreams and reality,
always there;
awakening a
fire
in my very heart and soul,
burning hot and vicious,
scorching me…
until my feeling are
unrecognizable;
because i know they’ll hurt me,
those green eyes,
so blissfully ignorant of the
effect they have on me,
but my love rises up again,
overtaking my control;
and thats when it happens…
those dancing eyes become
still…
the laughter in them replaced by
silence…
all my hopes and dreams come
crashing down,
slamming me against the
cold
unforgiving
concrete.
my heart panicing,
it strangles me with love;
pain rips through my chest
i NEED to breath…
or i cud just give up
free myself from all this pain
and suffering……..
NO!
i MUST throw myself
back into conciousness,
i drag a deep staggering breath through my chest
and force open my eyes,
dare myself to start looking;
searching addictively,
for those
beautiful green eyes.